She hoped to never see you again. To never breath the same air as you again. To never ever have you invade her space again.
She has lived with the memories you implanted in her soul for too long.
“Can I erase my memory.” She says as she sees your face on social media.
She likes that you don’t have the balls to even send her a friend request.
Maybe it’s because you know to what extent you have ruined her. To what extent you have marked her world.
Maybe you feel guilty, or shame. That’s what she hopes you feel at least.
It gives her comfort knowing she hasn’t seen you again.
Maybe you know this time will be different if she sees your face.
She might scream and tell the world who you really are.
Maybe you sense that she is no longer going to fall victim to your games.
She may never ever speak to you again. But she hopes you realize you are nothing but a fly she has squished over and over again.
She has burned your memories and replaced them with strength.
She has tied up any fear and shame and thrown them into a pit of fire.
She no longer is a victim but she is a survivor at best.
She is free.
No more knots in her throat.
She has grown so much that if she were to ever see you again, she won’t feel weak.
All she’ll feel is power.
Power to overthrow you. To show the world who you really are.
She is and will always be what you created, your biggest nightmare in the body of someone you once hurt.