My day and some random thoughts πŸ’­

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Hello guys! Today was a fun day. I went to eat at Panera Bread for the first time. I know, it’s crazy I live in New York and never been to Panera Bread πŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈ. I went with a good friend of mine and a friend she introduced me to today. The food was great!

I feel proud of myself, I’ve lost 20 pounds since February with portion control and exercise πŸ‘πŸ».

This was what I ate. I had a great time talking with my friends. Now that I am back from my vacation I have been catching up with my friends.

We discussed our relationships with our mothers and we related to each other on our upbringing’s. The three of us happened to be from the same cultural background.

It started pouring outside and we waited inside for a while until it stopped. What is up with this weather in new york? It is as if mother nature has some anger in her.

I wouldn’t judge her though. The streets, the oceans, and the air have been highly polluted all over the world. It’s a shame.

When I got home I called an old friend from high school.

Now my life has been pretty none drama infested lately. I’ve always had some sort of drama. Either with my self or with the person I am dating.

But now that I am on this journey of self-discovery and being single, I have found life to be so liberating just focusing on myself and my writing. Soon on my classes again and on an internship hopefully.

It’s amazing realizing how strong I can be. I used to always want that special someone by my side. Felt like without someone by my side I would be lonely. But when you do the things you love, hang out with the people who love you and spend time with family, lonely isn’t even a word.

My life used to be ruled by reassurance from others. Now that I am 22 all I want is to be proud of my own self and love my own self. I want to be my biggest supporter and motivator.

I don’t need a relationship to define who I am anymore.

I know who I am. I know what I want. I am simply una mariposa. Ready to explore this world.